Friday, December 17, 2004


Originally uploaded by kristaj.

Kinda in a funk today. I think it's the holidays. Having my son away for the weekend doesn't help, either. I got some work done today, but now I'm stalled. I feel lonely, pessimistic about my business. I know these feelings will go away, but right I tell my son once in a while, I wish there was another grownup around here to keep me company and help out. But it's just me. I feel like I have too much to handle right now, and not enough of the things I need. It's hard for me right now to believe that I'm getting everything I need all the time. Right now I feel empty and lost.